ninjawolfleader

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Think by ninjawolfleader, literature

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Think

Think. Think. I shouldn't think, just feel. Let my emotions handle what is "real" when I write I fight for control of my soul I need someone to console my raging thoughts my mind won't rest I'm blessed to sleep that's a lie I'm alive in my dreams I die in my dreams come to life when I sleep my breast, it aches from the pain in my chest when it beats, no relief my heart is inflamed it cannot be tamed this cortisol rushing through my veins to cry is in vain my body, it quakes, I shake uncontrolled but the heat is on and I am a flame I burn so deep I yearn to steep like tea in a sea of mindless thoughts to set me free but my

Tattoo by ninjawolfleader, literature

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Tattoo

I'm the one with that sad tattoo The one that reminds me of you I'm the one with that sad tattoo The one you said you would do I'm the one with that sad tattoo The one that embodies your lies I'm the one with that sad tattoo The one that personifies my cries I'm the one with that sad tattoo, the one that resembles a scar It's from the knife you used on me, when you stabbed it through my heart.

My Sweet Poison by ninjawolfleader, literature

A Bedtime Prayer by ninjawolfleader, literature

Drink Responsibly by ninjawolfleader, literature

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Drink Responsibly

You were intoxicated. I know that now. All those lies you spoke while under the influence... I guess it wasn't your fault I never realized it had such a heavy influence on you All that bull shit about forever? Yea whatever I thought you accepted me... But you barely remembered my name when you sobered up. I thought I knew you, But you hardly resemble the person I loved the past 2 years I thought we could work this out, But you've lost all interest I think I'm finally getting closure I think I'm finally done You're pushing me away, so I'm going now I get it, I'm not wanted I knew you'd be just like the rest, Even though you convinced me

Over and Over by ninjawolfleader, literature

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Over and Over

Over and Over… …I hear the voices in my head Over and Over… …I convince myself lies Over and Over …I tell myself I’m not worth it Over and Over …I want to cry They say it’s my fault They say I’m fine They say I’m ok They say get over it They say don’t be that way I fight myself I don’t understand My mind is in turmoil My body is in distress They don’t care about my pain Yet they call me friend Over and Over… …I say it’s my fault Over and Over… …I say get over it Over and Over… …I say I’ll be fine Over a

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Tattoo by ninjawolfleader, literature

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My Sweet Poison by ninjawolfleader, literature

A Bedtime Prayer by ninjawolfleader, literature

Drink Responsibly by ninjawolfleader, literature

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Drink Responsibly

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I won't cry by Supach, literature

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I won't cry

You can ask me how I am. that's okay I won't cry I don't know how I am, I can't correctly describe it. Other than to say there's a constant ache in my chest and a tightness in my throat, with swelled up emotions sitting somewhere at the back of my eyes. You should be careful what you say but then I can't even explain what triggers these feelings so say what you like, I'll just react in which ever way, cos I have no control now. The way I feel everyday has become so familiar to me, since I lost him. Sometimes it´s so hard to bear, the constant ache in my chest threatens to crush me It's hard to breath. The tightness in my throat burn

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Found God by DylanSeto, literature

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Found God

1. The first time I found God Was when I was 15. I found God in a pen. I scribbled down words And he brought them to life. 2. They found God in their phone. Instead of handling the awkwardness Of the party, They prayed to God to get them out. 3. He found God in his paycheck. He locks himself in his office As if it was a church, Hoping to see God again. I think I saw him praying Last week when I visited. 4. She found God In the mirror. When she looked at God In the eyes, She freaked out And punched the mirror until it shattered. The devil put his hand over Her fist and told her it’ll be alright. 5. They found God in each other. I

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Bright Delight by ninjawolfleader, visual art

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Sun over the lake by ninjawolfleader, visual art

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About ninjawolfleader

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Artist // Student // Photography

Feb 20
United States
Deviant for 13 years
She / Her

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Hello. I see you have wandered onto this page. Was it due to a picture? or perhaps a mutual friend. Whatever the reason is, it matters not.

What can i tell you about myself that you couldnt poosibly learn from getting to know me yourself? People can lie. they say they are nice, but treat people as if their existence is irrelavant in this Game of Life.
How about you not waste your time sitting there reading this, and try to talking to me. find out for yourself. Go on, i only bite people that deserve to be biten, so dont be one of those people ;)

Current Residence: earth
deviantWEAR sizing preference: whatever fits
Print preference: ...i do like french fries
Favourite genre of music: whatever has a nice beat
Favourite photographer: amazing ones
Favourite style of art: umm....
Operating System: computer
MP3 player of choice: ...er...whatever..plays music....
Shell of choice: ...what?
Wallpaper of choice: Wolf-related
Skin of choice: my own
Favourite cartoon character: Simba
Personal Quote: Bagel

Favourite Visual Artist

me (Jking)

Favourite Movies

Godzilla, how to train your dragon, and LION KING (1 and 2) too many others...

Favourite TV Shows

Powerpuff girls, Teen titans, danny phan- im a teenager okay!

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

beethoven, nickleback, the fray, adele, fall out boy

Favourite Books

artemis Fowl, Harry potter, many many more

Favourite Writers

eoin colfer, j.k. rowling, erin hunter

Favourite Games

erm, neopets(online)

Favourite Gaming Platform

computer and 360

Tools of the Trade

cream cheese

Other Interests

books, writing, drawing(of course), being random, ninjaing about, Neopets, pokemon, SINGING, dancing

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ninjawolfleader

Aug 23, 2015

Poetry dump

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Hi guys. I'm not dead (hurray!) But I'll be dumping here all poetry I've been writing the past year (which, when you think about a year, is really not that much) but yea. Hopefully some of it is enjoyed or something. I'll try to post my inspirations for certain ones in the description.

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ninjawolfleader

Sep 22, 2014

UGHH I'VE BEEN TOUCH- Er, I mean tagged.

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Rules: 1. You must post these rules 2. Each person has to share 10 things about themselves 3. Answer 10 questions asked to you and invent 10 questions your tag(s) will answer. 4. Choose 10 people +put their icons on your journal. 5. Go to their pages and inform them they have been TAGGED!  (That requires effort Im not willing to put in) 6. Not something silly like: 'you are tagged you read this'. 7. You have to legitimately tag 10 people. (nope. do what i want #rebel) 8. No tag-backs 9. Can't say,no tag. 10. Everyone that has been tagged must make a journal entry. I MAKE MY OWN RULES! Because Thea, ~amIdeadnow (https://www.deviantart.com/amideadnow) tagged me, I'm go

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ninjawolfleader

May 3, 2014

Meme from the Thea

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Meme [X] Achluophobia - Fear of darkness [x] Acrophobia - Fear of heights (I wonder if fear of stairs is in here) [ ] Agliophobia - Fear of pain   [ ] Agoraphobia - Fear of open spaces or crowds [ ] Agyrophobia - Fear of crossing the street [X] Aichmophobia - Fear of needles or pointed objects (Frigin yes i cant stand them, just needles. near my skin. i freak out. just no) [ ] Amaxophobia - Fear of riding in a car [ ] Androphobia - Fear of men [ ] Anginophobia - Fear of angina or choking [ ] Anthrophobia - Fear of flowers (Oh no, not the ROSES) [ ] Anthropophobia - Fear of people or society (Less of a "fear", more of a irritation and

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Happy birthday~!!

Hey~~

Just wanted to thank you for the fave!

Also, since I'm currently focusing on music, I was wondering if you'd be interested in supporting me in that endeavor of mine?

If you are, I can link you to where you can find that stuff!