ninjawolfleader

Hi guys. I'm not dead (hurray!) But I'll be dumping here all poetry I've been writing the past year (which, when you think about a year, is really not that much) but yea. Hopefully some of it is enjoyed or something. I'll try to post my inspirations for certain ones in the description.

Rules:
1. You must post these rules 

2. Each person has to share 10 things about themselves

3. Answer 10 questions asked to you and invent 10 questions your tag(s) will answer.

4. Choose 10 people +put their icons on your journal.

5. Go to their pages and inform them they have been TAGGED!  (That requires effort Im not willing to put in)

6. Not something silly like: 'you are tagged you read this'.

7. You have to legitimately tag 10 people. (nope. do what i want #rebel)

8. No tag-backs

9. Can't say,no tag. 

10. Everyone that has been tagged must make a journal entry.



I MAKE MY OWN RULES! Because Thea, tagged me, I'm gonna comment on all her responses AND answer all the questions. simply cuz i wanna.

What makes a Thea tick:

1. I'm addicted to coffee :3
^^ I used to be, until too many late nights... too many sickening cups of black coffee... the hysteria.. 

2. I really love cartoons, even though I'm old  (and I'm a total dork, but that much is obvious).
^^And yet, no matter how old you get. I doubt you'll ever be as "dorky" as my supervisor from work who's been a spokesperson for different comics and traveled to Disney World just for the Harry Potter exhibit. 

3. I have problems sleeping, I'm somewhat an insomniac. 

4. My imagination is really out of control, especially when I listen to music. I can always picture a story behind a favorite song.
^^ you should. write these stories. and display them

5. Writing is my way of coping with my emotions, positive or negative.

6. I don't get along with my mother and grandmother most of the time :/

7. I'm deadly afraid of heights.

8. I can be very sensitive and over-protective of myself and the people I care about.

9. If it wasn't for my girlfriend Lola, I don't know where I'd be right now. Love her to death <3

10. Rob Paulsen is still my biggest role model and I can only dream to one day be half as talented and amazing as he is ^^.

^^^^^^^^^^^^those are all Thea's/

Questions for lil' ole me:

1. Are you a 90's kid?

Yep 

WAIT WHAT WAIT WHAT YOU'RE SO YOUNG, I am too

2. If you have four pencils and seven apples, how many pancakes fit on the roof?

Well that depends on the colour of the apples and shapes of the pencils, my dear.

I am unable to think o a better answer

3. Roses are red, foxes are clever, I like your butt, what will I do to it forever?

Kick it, I need a good beating! I'm not a very good girl, I'm afraid ^^'

Surely you are mistaken, for my butt is rather small, barely even there. But, if for whatever reason you are being honest. Than your eyes will be gauged out if you so much as look at it. That way, you can imagine it forever. 

4. Do you like comics/manga?

Love them! 
^^
5. How impressed are you with the current state of your art/writing/whatever thing you do?

Not very :/ I'd say I'm average at best, but that would be complimenting myself. Fudge it, I just flat out suck.

6. If I was a pretty flower, would you sit and talk to me?

Of course.  ^^

No. I would pluck you. THen I wrap you in napkins and place you in an incredibly heavy book and press the moisture from your being. It will hurt you dearly. But when it is time, I shall unwrap you. Only then, will your beauty be preserved

7. Yes, that was a song lyric. No, this is not a question. But this is; Why is a raven like a writing desk?

I'm sure there's a good response to this, but the first thing that came to my messed up mind is that they both have a very nostalgic feeling to them? 

that simply made me think of Edgar Allan Poe

8. What genre of movies/games/books is your favorite?

Books-horror, movies-anything that can make me cry and games-mostly online RPG ones, currently hooked on 9Dragons.

Many types to name, Primarily Fantasy, Medieval, and Sci-Fi

9. What are the contents of your backpack/purse/pockets/wallet (only need to do one)?

My mp3 player, notebooks, mirror, hairbrush, perfume and a Stephen King book ^^

Inhaler, school supplies, bandaids, batteries, etc etc

10. Do you make decisions with your heart or with your head?

Mostly with my heart, which has led me down many times. I try to learn from my mistakes, but I just can't :/

I'd like to believe I think with my head. But my heart does influence me at times, as any human. When such strong emotions overcome one, and although I try to rationalize the situation, I often am still unable to rid myself of such afflictions.

MY QUESTIONS FOR YOU LOVELY PEEPS :

1. What's your favourite eye colour? 

Mixed colors. Bright colors. Any that show emotions. Ones that change color

2. What is the one thing in the world that you simply cannot stand?

Humans
3. And the one thing you can't do without?

Humans
4. On a scale of 1/10, how drunk have you gotten in your life?

-1
5. What is the most important thing in your life right now?

Furthering my education
6. When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up?

A Veterinarian
7. Let's say you had a twin. Which one of you would be the evil one?

I'd say we're both fairly evil
8. If you could have any superpower in the world, what would it be? (Just one!)

Shape shifter
9. If you took over as God and were given a chance to create the world all over again, what would you change in it?

I cannot fathom having such power, therefore my brain has great difficulty trying to theorize an accurate scenario of what I would do.
10. And lastly, how in the Hell do you stay so awesome???

I stay in contact with you


Questions for my people;

1.Do you like Fate Zero? you should

2.Do you like to read?

3.What do you like to read?

4.Are you bored right now?

5.Because I am, What were you doing before you answered this journal thing?

6.What do you think of humans?

7.If you could be any animal, Why would you eat Bagels for breakfast?

8.This statement is False. Analyze that statement. 

9.Is this the 9th question?

10.Are you a synesthete?

I tag whoever cares to answer

Meme 


[X] Achluophobia - Fear of darkness 

[x] Acrophobia - Fear of heights (I wonder if fear of stairs is in here)

[ ] Agliophobia - Fear of pain  

[ ] Agoraphobia - Fear of open spaces or crowds 

[ ] Agyrophobia - Fear of crossing the street

[X] Aichmophobia - Fear of needles or pointed objects (Frigin yes i cant stand them, just needles. near my skin. i freak out. just no)

[ ] Amaxophobia - Fear of riding in a car 

[ ] Androphobia - Fear of men 

[ ] Anginophobia - Fear of angina or choking 

[ ] Anthrophobia - Fear of flowers (Oh no, not the ROSES)

[ ] Anthropophobia - Fear of people or society (Less of a "fear", more of a irritation and disdain

[ ] Aphenphosmphobia - Fear of being touched 

[ ] Arachnophobia - Fear of spiders 

[ ] Arithmophobia - Fear of numbers (more like the opposite-an obsession with spiders)

[ ] Astraphobia - Fear of thunder and lightning

[ ] Ataxophobia - Fear of disorder or untidiness

[ ] Atelophobia - Fear of imperfection (Hate to break it to you, meme, but there is no such thing as perfection. We all have flaws. Fearing imperfection is like fearing yourself.< Thea hitting us with that knowledge)

[ ] Atychiphobia - Fear of failure (<thus, creating fear of success)

[ ] Aulophobia - Fear of flutes 

[ ] Autophobia - Fear of being alone (I dont mind Being Alone, I dont like FEELING alone)

TOTAL: 3

B

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[ ] Bacteriophobia - Fear of bacteria 

[ ] Barophobia - Fear of gravity (I dont know how that person can deal with. anything)

[X] Bathmophobia - Fear of stairs or steepness(THERE IT IS!!!!!!!)

[ ] Batrachophobia - Fear of amphibians 

[ ] Bibliophobia - Fear of books (I love to read! :3 )

[ ] Botanophobia - Fear of plants

TOTAL: 1

C

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[ ] Cacophobia - Fear of ugliness (This is a rather offensive phobia, if I may. Sorry dude who ever invented this, but what the Hell?)

[ ] Catoptrophobia - Fear of mirrors

[ ] Chionophobia - Fear of snow

[ ] Chromophobia - Fear of colors 

[ ] Chronomentrophobia - Fear of clocks

[ ] Claustrophobia - Fear of confined spaces

[X] Coulrophobia - Fear of clowns 

[ ] Cyberphobia - Fear of computers ( ....oh God)

[ ] Cynophobia - Fear of dogs (yea man, Bow Bow scares the Crap outta me)

TOTAL: 1

D

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[ ] Dendrophobia - Fear of trees (Ahhhh, Oxygennn)

[ ] Dentophobia - Fear of dentists ( I havent been to a dentist often enough to fear one)

[ ] Domatophobia - Fear of houses (...ok, but...well alright, I'll buy it, I guess flats aren't nescessary houses)

[ ] Dtychiphobia - Fear of accidents 

TOTAL: 0

E

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[ ] Ecophobia - Fear of  home (So living in the streets sounds apealing to you, huh?<you just understand the comfort of a good box, Thea, do ya?)

[ ] Elurophobia - Fear of cats

[ ] Ephebiphobia - Fear of teenagers (...*hums* because teenagers scare the living shit outta me...< They could care less, as long as someone'll bleed)

[ ] Equinophobia - Fear of horses

TOTAL: 0

G

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[ ] Gophobia - Fear of marriage 

[ ] Genuphobia - Fear of knees (especially wobbly ones)

[ ] Globophobia - Fear of balloons 

[x] Glossophobia - Fear of speaking in public (I get nervous.)

[ ] Gynophobia - Fear of women (nah)

TOTAL: 1

H

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[ ] Heliophobia - Fear of the sun (There you go, there IS a fear of the light...sorta. Well I'm not afraid of the actual sun, so I don't think I should check it. Feel free to toss cyber bricks at me.)

[ ] Hemophobia - Fear of blood 

[ ] Herpetophobia - Fear of reptiles

[ ] Hydrophobia - Fear of water (I feel like if i met someone with a strong, legitimate fear of water, i'd tell them how they are made of mostly water and that there is water in the air all around them. Yes im a terrible person)

TOTAL: 0

I

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[ ] Itrophobia - Fear of doctors

[ ] Insectophobia - Fear of insects

[ ] Ichithyophobia - Fear of fish ( i can understand that, i mean, Tuna can be like, 1,500 pounds!and there are like, more than 10 of them. that's,... it's incredible)

TOTAL: 0

K

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[ ] Koinoniphobia - Fear of rooms 

TOTAL: 0

L - M

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[ ] Lekophobia - Fear of the color white

[ ] Lilapsophobia - Fear of tornadoes and hurricanes

[ ] Lockiophobia - Fear of childbirth 

[ ] Mageirocophobia - Fear of cooking 

[ ] Melanophobia - Fear of the color black (It's my favourite color <twins, mine too )

[ ] Microphobia - Fear of small things (If they fear Thea, what they think of me? im 5'1)

[ ] Mysophobia - Fear of dirt and germs

TOTAL: 0

N

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[/] Necrophobia - Fear of death or dead things  (kinda 

[ ] Noctiphobia - Fear of the night (nah)

[ ] Nosocomephobia - Fear of hospitals

TOTAL: 0.5

O

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[ ] Obesophobia - Fear of gaining weight (Y.)

[ ] Octophobia - Fear of the figure 8

[ ] Ombrophobia - Fear of rain (rain is nice. i love the smell, especially on concrete)

[] Ophidiophobia - Fear of snakes 

[ ] Ornithophobia - Fear of birds 

TOTAL: 1

P

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[ ] Papyrophobia - Fear of paper 

[ ] Pathophobia - Fear of disease

[ ] Pedophobia - Fear of children

[ ] Philophobia - Fear of love 

[ ] Phobophobia - Fear of being afraid (i dont understand how that works) 

[X] Podophobia - Fear of feet (Not even lying, i dont like feet at all. They look gross. i mean, im okay with my own, but i dont like to look at other people's feet)

[ ] Porphyrophobia - Fear of the color purple 

[ ] Pteridophobia - Fear of ferns

[ ] Pteromerhanophobia - fear of flying 

[ ] Pyrophobia - Fear of fire 

TOTAL: 1

R

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[ ] Rajalophobia - Fear of Apes 

TOTAL: 0

S

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[ ] Scolionophobia - Fear of school/ College  

[ ] Selenophobia - Fear of the moon 

[ ] Sociophobia - Fear of social evaluation

[/] Somniphobia - Fear of sleep ( figure that's why i dont like sleep... even when im tired i try to stay up just to avoid sleeping. well part of the reason)

TOTAL: 0.5

T

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[ ] Tachophobia - Fear of speed

[ ] Technophobia - Fear of technology

[ ] Tonitrophobia - Fear of thunder

[ ] Triskaidekaphobia - Fear of the number 13

[X] Trypanophobia - Fear of injections (because they involve needles, yes)

TOTAL: 1

V-Z

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[ ] Venustraphobia - Fear of beautiful women (I'm surrounded by beautiful women daily)

[ ] Verminophobia - Fear of germs 

[ ] Wiccaphobia - Fear of witches and witchcraft

[ ] Xenophobia - Fear of strangers

[ ] Zoophobia - Fear of animals

TOTAL: 0

FINAL RESULT: 10

-More than 50, Why aren't you in a psyche-ward yet?

-More than 20.5, I strongly recommend some counseling.  

-10.5-20, you are normal. (i have more fears than that. they just aren't listed)

-10 or less, you're fearless. 

-0- You're lying.

Yea. I'm not dead. I'm just lazy and stressed and meh. So many things I SHOULD do and tell myself I'm going to do but end up not doing. meh. I looked through some files on the main computer and found some old unfinished stories. I realize I haven't written in a while, apart from poetry. Reading them made me want to finish them, but I won't post them... Because I know that, at some point, Ill stop writing. If anyone is interested in reading them, I don't mind sending them to you. But otherwise, idk. I like them.

My camera is currently out of commission until I buy a new battery charger port thing or better rechargeable batteries. I can't find my charger and the other doesn't work. Along with the batteries dont last as long anymore :/ so now i gotta scrap up some cash.

That's about it i guess.

I've decided to start doing a perhaps Bi-weekly journal featurings. Im going to make a forum, asking people to post their art and Ill pick say best three from my 5 favorite peeps? Ill try to mix up the art and not just go purely on, "oh this looks cool", or "this person is more advanced". I guess ill start with visual, non-written stuff, and eventually ill post written art maybe. Any thoughts or ideas? Also if you want to be featured, just comment on this journal and i'll check out your art and note those who will be featured